Fresh Meat
A huge blank canvas and a deadline to complete the last painting of a series of twelve confront an artist (James Koskinas). He has hit a slump and has difficulty starting on the last painting. His…
Fresh Meat
A huge blank canvas and a deadline to complete the last painting of a series of twelve confront an artist (James Koskinas). He has hit a slump and has difficulty starting on the last painting. His identity is wrapped up in painting and the barren canvas makes him question who he is. His cry of Who am I,  is answered by a voice from his past. He is swept into the morass of the Vietnam war as an 18 year old on his way  into town and to Mamasanss bar with his buddies. A perceived tragic incident en route follows him the rest of his life. Remorse becomes embodied in his resistance to start painting. Attempting to reassure himself, the artist recounts the pivotal experience of deciding to become a painter.  That resolve is immediately followed by a descent back into the war and the oasis of the bar. There we get a glimpse of his camaraderie with the airmen and the precariousness of their fates as personified by the place given Death at their table. The depth and fragility of the bond between these soldiers is characterized by the recurring theme, Dont forget me. Reaffirming a part of his identity, the artist describes how, later, working with desperados in the cement fields was a great existential moment of his life. Lifted by that remembrance he begins to make the first red brush strokes on the canvas. While on a break from painting he sifts through a suitcase of old letters to gain inspiration. He finds letters to his family and rediscovers his youthful poetic self as well as the years of unspoken or absent approval. His letters from the war show his innocence and humanity. He dreams hes in the jungle, a dark place that hints of the unreality of the war and a fear of what is coming. The artist craves relief but is thrown back into the responsibilities imposed on him by the painting, his past and his art dealers demands  for the completion of his series. The painting progresses but he is unsatisfied and attacks it with a sword, eventually realizing that this bold, definitive action has connected him to his essential artist self. On the floor of his now vacant studio, the artist repairs the rents in the canvas with safety pins. The only other object in the dark room is a stark image behind him reminiscent of a sailboat with an empty mast. He hoists the canvas up onto the adjacent easel, ready to set sail. He now has the strength to enter the underworld to recognize and be confronted by a series of ghostly images compelling him to ask, Why are the dead the dead? This surreal scene, showcases his powerful figure paintings as he passes through a ritual acceptance of life's impermanence. A sudden thunderstorm and the confinement of a stairwell provide the catalyst for drawing him into a eulogy on the loss of his dearest friend and his distant youth.  Overwhelmed by grief he runs away into a vast landscape of sky and sand and recounts a parallel story of going AWOL from the war. While on the sand he comes to accept his responsibilities and returns to the studio and his painting. As he ritually prepares to resume painting he is now surrounded by his figures and draws on power of their presence. The scene alludes to the artist as shamanic cave-painter. Liberated from the studio on an evening hike he plunges down a hill to the trailhead. Upon putting his pack on he is momentarily startled by sounds of the Squad falling in behind him. He asks, what have I conjured up? He feels the overwhelming presence of love that has drawn their spirits to him to go with him on his journey. Returning from the walk, twilight lying like angels wings on his shoulders he stops and salutes stating, I took them home. He strides on into the sunset. The last scene is back in the artists studio populated by the supporting presence of his paintings. He testifies to the value of all that has made him who he is. He paints exuberantly declaring his ownership of his unique artistic voice.
Fresh Meat
Comedy,Horror
Film Details
A huge blank canvas and a deadline to complete the last painting of a series of twelve confront an artist (James Koskinas). He has hit a slump and has difficulty starting on the last painting. His identity is wrapped up in painting and the barren canvas makes him question who he is. His cry of Who am I,  is answered by a voice from his past. He is swept into the morass of the Vietnam war as an 18 year old on his way  into town and to Mamasanss bar with his buddies.
A perceived tragic incident en route follows him the rest of his life. Remorse becomes embodied in his resistance to start painting. Attempting to reassure himself, the artist recounts the pivotal experience of deciding to become a painter.
 That resolve is immediately followed by a descent back into the war and the oasis of the bar. There we get a glimpse of his camaraderie with the airmen and the precariousness of their fates as personified by the place given Death at their table. The depth and fragility of the bond between these soldiers is characterized by the recurring theme, Dont forget me. Reaffirming a part of his identity, the artist describes how, later, working with desperados in the cement fields was a great existential moment of his life. Lifted by that remembrance he begins to make the first red brush strokes on the canvas.
While on a break from painting he sifts through a suitcase of old letters to gain inspiration. He finds letters to his family and rediscovers his youthful poetic self as well as the years of unspoken or absent approval. His letters from the war show his innocence and humanity.
He dreams hes in the jungle, a dark place that hints of the unreality of the war and a fear of what is coming. The artist craves relief but is thrown back into the responsibilities imposed on him by the painting, his past and his art dealers demands  for the completion of his series. The painting progresses but he is unsatisfied and attacks it with a sword, eventually realizing that this bold, definitive action has connected him to his essential artist self.
On the floor of his now vacant studio, the artist repairs the rents in the canvas with safety pins. The only other object in the dark room is a stark image behind him reminiscent of a sailboat with an empty mast. He hoists the canvas up onto the adjacent easel, ready to set sail.
He now has the strength to enter the underworld to recognize and be confronted by a series of ghostly images compelling him to ask, Why are the dead the dead? This surreal scene, showcases his powerful figure paintings as he passes through a ritual acceptance of life's impermanence. A sudden thunderstorm and the confinement of a stairwell provide the catalyst for drawing him into a eulogy on the loss of his dearest friend and his distant youth. Â Overwhelmed by grief he runs away into a vast landscape of sky and sand and recounts a parallel story of going AWOL from the war.
While on the sand he comes to accept his responsibilities and returns to the studio and his painting. As he ritually prepares to resume painting he is now surrounded by his figures and draws on power of their presence. The scene alludes to the artist as shamanic cave-painter.
Liberated from the studio on an evening hike he plunges down a hill to the trailhead. Upon putting his pack on he is momentarily startled by sounds of the Squad falling in behind him. He asks, what have I conjured up? He feels the overwhelming presence of love that has drawn their spirits to him to go with him on his journey.
Returning from the walk, twilight lying like angels wings on his shoulders he stops and salutes stating, I took them home. He strides on into the sunset. The last scene is back in the artists studio populated by the supporting presence of his paintings.
He testifies to the value of all that has made him who he is. He paints exuberantly declaring his ownership of his unique artistic voice..